Hi everyone. It’s quiet long time, doesn’t it? Yeah I just gotta something to tell. Here we go…
So me and my BIG family had gathering and meet and greet together. I was with my grade 7 cousin. We were too close to separate. Yap, we had played together since we were little.
One time, my OTHER cousins (from a different grandparents but we had the same great grandfather). One boy shows up with his charm, doing performance with the other cousins. I do think he was different. He was a little bit cool too missed. So I approach the others, to get to know to him. We’ve finally know each other. From games with over 11 people. And at the end, we shared our social accounts just to keep connected.
The gathering is over. We all separated. Since that, we’ve began chatting like, I don’t know. Often. Funny. I don’t know. It was fun. We’ve began sharing our little secrets and also making it our own.
He’s the only one who make me feel beautiful like a girl should. He’s fun, caring, like you know what it feels like to “love” someone.
I don’t love him. I can’t love him. It’s forbidden and it against the law and religion (we are the same). It is so hurting, that why don’t someone else did like that, instead of him. Why? I just can’t and I don’t want to be hurt anymore. This is our story from my point of view. It’s nice and beautiful, yet forbidden.
What do you think? Any advices?